16th July, thinking of my mum as it's her birthday today and wonder what she and Ellis are doing. Ellis loved her nanny so much, when Ellis was at college, forcing herself to struggle on, she would still manage to stop at at nanny's on the way home for a gossip and a giggle. Happy Birthday Mum x
Also it's now been 15 months since Ellis departed, time isn't a healer and things aren't getting easier. We carry on our lives as best we can but really it's all kind of make believe as nothing seems real anymore. We miss her with every breath and that's the one thing we know will never ever change.